So....regardless of whether anyone will actually read my insane rumblings....So proceeding with the insane chatter....
I just realized sometime last week as I was driving home from class that ever since high school ended, oh....ages ago, I have not written anything personally creative besides the same-old same-old critique about Pope, Johnson, so on and so on. It's shameful and utterly frustrating! I still have 4 years-old fics that have never been finished! And those are the one I liked writing about, too! Blah! So, resolution: get back into the swing of things, whatever it takes.
Along a similar note, I haven't had time to read any privately selected materials besides school assigned books either. Urg! Hatehatehate....However much I enjoy reading the classics, I have been so left behind in terms of any and all contemporary works that it is an absolute disgrace for me to admit that I'm a literature major. X_x. So...resolution 2: Read more books I have chosen myself, again, whatever it takes.
Finals are next week and....I hate them...hate them!!! It's such a hustle. I have two papers due for my British Women Novelist class and man....they are not going well. And they are due soon, too! I am in total panic mood! A double older of shortness of breath and anxiety, please. X_X Def have to wake up early tomorrow to get a move on them, and I am soo not a morning person. *sigh*
Wonder how tomorrow is going to go.....
Current Mood: anxious